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Monday, January 31, 2011, 10:45 AM

Hmmm... Tough weekends..
But nonetheless, I SURVIVED - by keeping myself busy..
Though at some point, i do feel lonely, sad, empty without Hubby..

Sobs..

Hubby at Taiwan - Day 5
Went KTV with Nes, Siang and Juan.. Been sometime since last meet up with all 4 of us.. Really had fun.. Laugh and laugh and laugh

Hubby at Taiwan - Day 6
Went pedicure with Siang.. Followed by dinner and shopped abit.. Bought bras again from Minoshe.. LOL !! =P

Hubby at Taiwan - Day 7
Brought Peppy for nail clipping at Nex Pet Safari with Mummy, Sis and Brother-in-law..
Peppy whine and cry and whine and cry..
Felt so bad and heart pain pain when saw them lock her up in a cage..
But still, she's a naughtly girl !! She whine and bark at other dog.. TSK !!

Hubby at Taiwan - Day 8
YESH LARR.. Hubby finally coming back today..
Seriously mish him damn much..
I wonder if he will mish Taiwan more or mish his Wifey more.. HAHAHAH~
Sososososososo look forward to fetching of Hubby later.. Bleahss !!

Hmmm.. Anyway, saw Xinyi-jie and Jason tweets.. Seems like Jason's family is going overseas and Jason isn't going coz he promised Xinyi-jie that he won't leave her alone in SG again..
Haix..
When u juz left for Taiwan, i wanted u to promise me this tooo but i didnt tell or ask u as I know its impossible coz u need to go for NS reservist..
Its juz like when my family went for cruise, i didnt wan to go too..
Coz they all couple couple, and so, even if i went cruise without u, i will feel lonely too..
Aiyah.. i juz dun wan to go anywhere without u... Grrrsss..
Mish euu..

Lovesick`
Xue

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Thursday, January 27, 2011, 4:36 PM

Hubby at Taiwan 4 days le...
4 more days to go wor...

Never in my life i look forward to Monday before..
Maybe office hours nope but surely will look forward to Monday knock off time !!
Haha..

Didnt play SF4 again yesterday..
I damn lousy can ?
Fighting games dun suit me bahhh.. Booo~
Or maybe i need my Mentor - Hubby ?
=P

Gonna be lonely tonight again..
Damn scary to be alone lehh...
Sians..
I slept wif lights on yesterday nite.. Didnt sleep well..
Sobsss...

Lovesick and homesick`
Xue

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Wednesday, January 26, 2011, 2:42 PM

Hmmm... Actually, im really happy that hubb would occasionally call or sms me..
Initially i thought that we would probably lost contact or probably gonna contact me like when he arrived there or when going to departure from there..
But its not trueeeeee... warhahahahah..

Anyway, today mum and sis going cruiseeeeee..
Gonna be lonely for 2 nights..
Guess Peppy will feel lonely tooo..
I'll bring her go for walkssss !!
Haha..

Work, hmmmmm.. Really jialat..
Bad boss + bad management = unhappy staff + bad attitude
Hahaha...

Mishy Hubb..
Dun haolian to me abt the xiao long baos there horrr..
Booooo~
=P

On repeat mode : Hedley - Perfect
Coz Hubb love this song tooooo...

Lovesick`
Xue

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Tuesday, January 25, 2011, 10:16 AM

HUBBY CALLED AGAIN !!
Happppiiieee...
Heeheehee !!

Yesterday i was like bringing and making sure that my phone is with me 24/7...
I wouldnt wanna miss a call from hubbyy...

But I was busyyyy.. Damn.. Missed afew calls from hubb.. Booo..
Didn't play sf4 today.. Was playin pokemon.. Took a long time to defeat the elite4.. Duhhhh..
Now on cruise going Kanto liaoo..

Speaking of cruise, haixxxx.. Lonely from tmr till fri..
Misshh ya lots hubb..
I'm like on repeat mode, keep sayin 'I'm mishin u'..

Lovesick`
Xue

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Monday, January 24, 2011, 5:04 PM

Felt damn lonely..

I should have either:
1. Go work today
2. Send hubb off to airport

But i did NEITHER..
Now im all alone at home with Peppy lookin soooo bored..
Felt damn lonely..
Played SSF4 the whole afternoon...
Not getting any better... Haix..
Low morale..

Hubb board flight at around 3.30pm, and now its 5pm..
Only 1hr 30mins and I'm missing hubby badly already..
Seriously.. How to survive ??? T.T
Moreover, Mum and Sis going cruise this Wed..
Awww man... I dont like this...

Brought Peppy down for a walk coz i cant stand this lonliness at home...
She's very naughty can ? Bark and whine at other ppl... Hmppppfff !!
So throw face...

Hubby, I'm missing u already..
Pls take care and haf fun alright !?

Lovesick`
Xue

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Tuesday, January 18, 2011, 9:29 AM

Some amazing thing happened yesterday !!
LOL..
Hubby bought me Kose Black Mask !!

Suddenly got so interested in facial products is because of my bestie larr - ABNNNES..
She was like telling me how good SK-II essence is and the rest of the conversation goes like this :
Me : Huhhh, do i need it ? I am like using face firming cream, toner and moisturiser le..
If use that essence wouldn't it be like alot of cream and lotion before make-up ??
Nes : So little arhh ?? Do u know how much things i applied before make-up ??

And she goes on listing wad she used.
-Toner
-SK-II essence
-Moisturiser
-Eye cream
-Sunblock
-And another 3 product which i cant remember..

SOOO.. She used like 8 products before make up... Woahhh...
She use mainly Fancl and Shiseido products and claims that its so good and light that the products are being absorb into the skin very quickly, so when perspire, those products wont smudge the make-up..
Seriously, she got me poisoned..

Like i've said, im freaking 24 this year.. T.T
Its high time that i should start taking care of my face le right.. Roar...!!
Plus i've got this freaking big pimple on my left cheek now and it made me even more self-conscious..

So was like talkin, telling, sharing, discussing on these facial products and Hubb said wanna go check it out wif me...
I was like : "HARR !! Dun wan larrrr.. SHY~~"
But he JUST dont care... Awwwww~ LOL !!
Went to BHG and BAM !!!
He bought me Kose Black Mask..

Went home and tried it together with facial sheet mask as free gift.. The black mask doesnt really clears up everything, but not bad le bahh.. At least skin is smooooth de after using both mask.. Or did i imagine it ? Nope.. Its smooth.. HAHA..
But im wondering if the radiance im seeing now is it i imagine it or its reeeaaaal..
Dark circles still equally jialat though...

Hesitating if i wanna get the whole series of Clinique products or notttt... Roarr~
Blissfullllll`
Xue

I juz find it amazing that a guy would actually talk and share and discuss abt facial products with me and even buy me 1.. Damn happy..
Thanks Hubb !! Muuuacks !!

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Monday, January 17, 2011, 1:09 PM

Hhaha...
99 little monkeys jumping on the bed...
1 fell down and bump his head..
Mama called the doctor, the doctor said..
No more monkey jumping on the bed..

98 little monkeys jumping on the bed.....
...
...
...
*Goes on and on and on...

HubbHubb...
Realllllly loves ya lots..
Juz wanna be wif u like 24/7..
Hope ya really happy when ur wif me too...
If there is anything u dont like abt me (e.g. untidyness, too sensitive, too noisy)
do lemme know, though i will still be the same..
HAHA !!

Grrrrssss`
Xue

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I love you.. Muacks! keke..

5 little monkey jumping on the bed, 1 fell down and bump his head.
mama call the doctor the doctoer say
NO MORE MONKEY JUMPING ON THE BED! keke...

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Friday, January 14, 2011, 12:57 AM

可能，一定行。因為我相信。

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Thursday, January 13, 2011, 6:49 PM

从前的感觉，找得回吗？
我怕我快不行了。。

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Wednesday, January 12, 2011, 8:44 PM

i know u have been very sianz..
i know that the same old thing keeps on surfacing in ur mind..
i can only tell u not to think about it.. cause it has been bothering me alot too..

`__mEmo~~Riies~~.oF.^euu.N.^mE

Nope..
I'm not..

I'm not ready..

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Tuesday, January 11, 2011, 5:16 PM

Are u ready to ... ?
Am i ready to ... ?
Are we ready to ... ??
Would u mind if ... ??

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Everytime when i thought that there wont be any more heart wrenching issues.
Or everytime when i thought that i can truly believe in this relationship,
things bound to happen...

Again, its TLS issues..
I dont find those posts sweet at all..
Maybe some yes..
But i dont feel that those posts are meant for me..

I dont feel that those posts are meant for me..
Maybe some yes..
Those negative ones..

Soooo.. I was once a mistake..
Fine.. Understood..
How depressing can this be..? -.-"

Yupp.. Love is indeed strange..
Coz it became a reason to leave (someone's) life..
Fine.. Agreed tooo..

Maybe i am really thinkin too much..
But i really dont feel good when i read those..
The fact that i mentioned this to u yesterday its not bcoz i want u to stop retweeting all these..
Couldnt u explain or reassure me what those posts meant to u?
Instead u juz say u wont retweet it liao...
Coz my way of interpreting and ur way is different..
I need u to talk to me.. I dun wan juz a pair of listening ears..
Whats this blog for anyway ??!!!! -.-""""

I really dunno - i dunno how else to feel more certain, more confident, more secure abt this relationship..

Sians`
Xue

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Monday, January 10, 2011, 10:24 AM

Happening day yesterday..
Thinking that Hubb is still sleeping like a pig, called him a million times and he didnt pick up..
Later on found out that he's bathing.. Pig is bathing !! Moowarhaha...

Anyway, went shopping with Mum, Sis and Hubb..
Wanted to get CNY clothes de.. But didnt manage to get any.. Always like that wan..
So difficult to buy clothes de..
Hope Thurs go out wif Nes can really shop for some clothesssss...

Went Nex and did foot reflexology again..
This wan one damn shiok.. Can realllllly felt the pain man.. SHIOKNESS !!
Coz they used lotsa NIVEA cream, legs damn smooth after that..
Hubb cant tell that his legs is really actually smoother than before because of his leg hair.. KAR-MOR !!
Ewwww...~ LOL !! >.<

Last but not least, went Clarke Quay for Hubb's fave food..
The Marutama Ramen.. Yupp.. Indeed, im hooked to it as well.. Damn nice..
I couldnt finish my share and Hubb finished it for me !
He had 1½ bowl of ramen.....!! WOahhh.. Machiam like a pig seh..
LOL~

Today is our First Anniversary Hubb..
We only been together officially for 1 month yet I kinda feels like we have been together for a rong rong time..
Really love ya lotsss Hubb !

MUUUACK`
Xue

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Friday, January 7, 2011, 2:04 PM

Wifey two pokemon Ds Game! HeartGold which is for me and SoulSilver for herself.. Its for our 1 month anniversary.. keke.. hmmm.. love the game.. partially its fun n we get to play it together...

she wanted to use the fire element pokemon so she will have it..haha.. i took the vlue colour one.. totodile.. name is cute hahahahah..

gonna head over to taiwan soon.. gonna miss her lots.. hmmm.. haiz... going see our ring over there at taiwan.. hiak hiak hiak..hmm..

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Warhahaha...
Bought POKEMON SOULSILVER AND HEARTGOLD yesterday..
Damn old school and childish i know..
But it added alot of new features le lorrrr..
Think pri. sch. students dun even fully understand the game can ?
Or maybe they can if they watched the pokemon videos.. WADEVER~

Its juz fun larr.. Addictive and addicted le..
Hubb took Heartgold de and i took Soulsilver..
Heeheehee~

Happie`
Xue

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Monday, January 3, 2011, 5:46 PM

Abit late to post this..
But this New Year Eve is a damn memorable one..

Was damn pissed off at Hubb - like totalllly pissed off to the max..
But then anger kinda simmered down after someeee time..

Watched Little Fockers at Marina Square..
Nice show.. Haha !!

Movie ended before the countdown, so decided to head down to Esplanade to watch the fireworks..
We aren't really into fireworks but because we made things up and its the first time we are watchin fireworks together, sooo, why not ?
Anyway, it was damn preeeeeeeeetttyyy !!

And I finally went and try foot reflexology with Hubb at Vivocity Kenko..
Was pain de larrr.. But shiok lehh...
Would wan to do it again and again and again.. >.<
Hahahaha~

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